I want new boobs!

Ok, so yesterday I got it in my head that I was going to get new boobs. I have to talk to James about it more though. I planted the thought in his head yesterday for bigger boobs and he seemed pretty excited about it. I told him that my ex-sister-in-law's cost about $5,000 around 6 years ago and he thought that it sounded like a reasonable price (that just shows me how much he wants me to get new boobs). It's not that I have small boobs or anything, they are actually DD, but since I had Liam they have deflated a little bit and are like super-saggy. They look more like C boobs than DD. I have been looking up plastic surgeons online and stuff and most of them say that you have to be physically fit to get your boobs done. I am working on it and hopefully by next summer I will be in good shape and can really start looking into it.

On to other news, I can't believe I haven't mentioned in any of my more recent blogs that Jessica is PREGNANT! She is my best friend who pretty much abandoned me during my whole pregnancy and started hanging out with kids who were still in High School and became a total party whore. She would ignore my calls, when she actually answered the phone she talked to me for like 5 mins, and she didn't come to visit me the whole WEEK I was in the hospital. Yes, she is going to have a baby. Go figure, she told me she didn't like babies when Liam was born! Nonetheless, I am happy for her as she is really excited, and of course I am going to be there for her. But some things that she said just really pissed me off when she first told me. She was all "We can have baby night now" and I'm thinking, "Ok so NOW you want to hang out with me?" When Liam was gone on Saturday nights we did some hanging out, but not a whole lot. Normally she called me when she didn't have anyone else to go places with. I know you are thinking, "Why are you friends with this girl?" Well I guess it is because she is all I have. I don't have any friends my own age except her. I was so lonely at one point that I actually considered putting an ad on Craigslist for a friend, or responding to one. Sad, sad, sad... I know. Jessica and I have been friends since we were 8 years old. We have been best friends since we were 11. We definitely have our differences and most certainly don't agree, but when it comes down to it, I'm always there for her and she ,sometimes, is there for me. It is most def a one sided situation but I accept that and I will always be her friend.