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I am at work right now, and there is not much to do. Nothing new much since yesterday. I told my mom that I wanted to get a boob job and she was pissed! She told me that was the most ridiculous thing she'd ever heard. She said that I didn't need bigger boobs and that she couldn't see any surgeon ever giving them to me. She said that she would not support me, and that she wouldn't help me if I was in pain and needed someone to help with Liam. It kind of shocked me that she went as far to say that she would not support me, but you know, that is her opinion and she is certainly entitled to it. Anyways, I am super tired and didn't want to get up this morning AT ALL. It was so hard not to get that extra hour of sleep. Considering that I have been going to bed at 10:30 - 11:00 p.m. and then waking up at 4:30 a.m. I think I am entitled to this little bit of bitching. I hate not being naturally thin. Those people don't know how lucky they have it. Eat whatever you want, never exercise, and still look amazing. UGH! So unfair! I work my fat ass off every morning and it will probably take me six months to a year to get as slim as they are. But I mean, I can't hate them because of what mother nature gave them, I hate them because they always talk about how out of shape they are or even (this is found in mostly women) how much weight they have gained and how fat they are because they no longer fit into a size 0 and now have to wear a size 2. I haven't been a size 2 since I was 7 years old!! It drives me crazy, not so much because they think they are fat when they are not, but when you hear a super skinny person talk about how fat they are how do you think it makes all of us over-weight people feel? You're thinking "Okay, so if you think that you are fat, then I must be morbidly obese?" I have said that, and then I hear "Oh well you're not fat, you're average, you don't have this gut that I have (yes I do), and your legs aren't all jiggly (yes they are)! If you ever hear a skinny person saying how fat they are please tell them that that makes you feel like a piece of crap (big, fat, morbidly obese crap). Anyways, I thought about starting a new blog called "Lose weight with me" but since nobody reads this but me, I am going to call it losing weight for me, or I just won't make it at all. I don't think that I am going to be able to keep up with it. I seem to have a lot of things to do anymore and it would probably be just a waste of time : )